where is my body?
i feel it fading away from me
and i cant see
i feel so sorry for so many things ive done in my life
im tired of burning bridges to ease the suicide
when will i stop pretending that im a teen
and accept that i have to do something?
it would be easier if i thought that i
could make into my 30s
but i didnt think i would make into my 20s either
and here we are.. sometimes i wish i didnt
if i was less a coward and stopped hurting everyone around me
just because i cant handle the pain
couldn't make the things with my body that i wished
it's so distant, but not enough
get away from me
or get closer
i can't handle the pain of the limbo
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Takes me back to my high school classroom during the days of binging Inio Asano's old manga scanlations before anything was licensed. At that time, I was discovering many kinds of Asian shoegaze, but I've never heard anything like this. Makes me think of Pasteboard, Supecar, and Midnight Pingpong a bit, and it's funny bc the first two I listen have blue album covers too. Lu