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there is so much pain in this world
and it's all mine, i can feel for everyone
i think my birth was a punishment
if i could, i wouldn't consent
i've learned not to expect anything more than this life
i need to shatter my hopes and dreams, i can't let them take over again
cause when i fail, i won't be surprised
i accept my misery, but i won't fall sober
numb me
numb me, please keep me sedated
the dose of my medicine will never stop to increase
all this pain will never go away
numb me, please keep me sedated
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when did the city lights got so bright?
the night ether used to feel so warm
now i'm blinded by the weight of the sky
that keeps falling on my feet every dawn
please wake me from this dream
i can't go on another night
but it's so hard to keep my mind clean
my thoughts crumble in pain
i can't stand being alone anymore
please let me fill my void
it gets bigger every day
it may occupy all of me
so when tomorrow come
look for me somewhere else
num lugar quente eu vou me enterrar
será que um dia isso vai passar?
o tempo corre e tudo só piora
não quero viver assim pra sempre
não quero ter que viver por hoje
eu só queria me anestesiar
pra nunca mais sentir meu pescoço
pressionar meu corpo contra as memórias
de um futuro que nunca vou encontrar
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in a warm place i will bury myself
i wonder if someday it'll go away
time runs by and everything just gets worse
i don't wanna live like this forever
i don't wanna live like this for today
i just wanted to numb myself
to never again feel my neck
pressure my body against the memories
of a future that i will never find
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i walk on the street and my feet are covered in blood
my legs are still shaking, i forgot i just cut them
i won't make it there, but i never thought i'd live much time
it still hurts too see the tears falling on my corpse
maybe i'm still alive
i could'nt tell if so
my life is lucid dream
that got too numb
i want to forget everything i became
and reborn in the body of a different girl
maybe i'll turn into everything i was promised to be
but if not, i never had such a high life expectancy
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aurora
05:37
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a manhã se renova com os pés gelados
o sol pesa sobre meus olhos dilatados
a carne tão fraca cede ao peso da rotina
mais uma vez, cumpro minha sina
quero achar no caminho um retrato
de dias leves desocupados pelo tormento
quando a chuva ainda caia fraca
e minha pele não estava tão marcada
todas as tentativas de dar sentido à minha vida vazia dão errado
será que afinal existe um propósito em querer me matar sempre que acordo?
que desperdício foi acordar
preferia continuar a sonhar
com a água inundando minha cabeça
me afogando pra nunca mais voltar
pela janela a chuva se reflete
e posso olhar pro mundo com outras lentes
me reabsorvendo dentro do meu corpo
eu já não sei se posso ver com meus olhos
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the morning is renewed with cold feet
the sun weighs over my dilated eyes
my flesh, so weak, gives in to the weight of the routine
once again, i fulfill my fate
i want to find in the way a portrait
of light days unoccupied by the torment
when the rain was still falling light
and my skin wasn't so marked
every attempt of giving meaning to my empty life goes wrong
i wonder if there is a purpose in wanting to kill myself every time i wake up
what a waste it was to wake up
i'd rather keep on dreaming
with the water flooding my head
sinking me to never come back again
through the window the rain is reflected
and i can see the world through other lens
reabsorbing myself into my own body
i don't know if i can still see through my eyes
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meu corpo é uma prisão
05:46
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there's no beauty in death
phil was right, i don't wanna learn anything
there's no poetry in pain
i just want this to be over
i just want to escape from this life
i don't have anything else to say
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reverb na master
04:17
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não existe sentido
em continuar vivo
nem na minha morte
que vai ser em vão
nossa vida miserável não merece
um fim trágico, mas
um apodrecimento
pra cair no esquecimento
não vejo mais o dia
nem o sol nascer
às 6 da manhã meu corpo
pede pra cair
eu to presa no tempo
em que o vazio preenche meu peito
e queima tão forte que
não consigo me mexer
ó sol, espere por mim
que em breve eu vou te ver
ó sol, espere por mim
que em breve eu vou te reencontrar
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there's no meaning
in keeping on alive
neither in my death
that will be in vain
our miserable lives don't deserve
a tragic end
but to rot
to fade into oblivion
i don't see the day anymore
neither the sun rising
at 6 a.m. my body
asks to fall
i'm stuck at the time
when the emptiness fills my chest
and burns so hard that
i can't move anymore
oh sun, wait for me
soon, i will see you again
oh sun, wait for me
soon, i will find you again
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my mother used to call me
to take a walk around the town
but i would'nt (go)
guess i was too scared
of all the things that could've hurt me
the city lights were so bright
and she couldn't make feel safe anymore
i wonder what happened
maybe i wasn't able
to feel safe in the first place
but it wasn't always like that
oh how we did split up like that?
i guess i know but i want to forget
if you could go back in time would you be the same?
would be the best you could or was it the best already?
please let me forget
i want to reborn away from here
i want to reborn in the time where i could see the stars
and listen to souvlaki on a road trip
maybe it wasn't that good but i need something to remember
so i can have some hope that things could get better
some frames still cross my mind
glimpses of joy that could keep me sane
it's hard to get to them
but i guess it has to be this way
drums fall in a maze it's so loud i can't hear a thing
a firefly lands on my shoulder to keep me company
and the see the skies blowing on my mind
if i died right at that moment
it would be perfectly fine
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grape-coloured suicide
04:49
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vento que paira sobre mim
cura as feridas que eu abri
lava minha carne e me liberta daqui
me leva pra longe da cidade que cresci
pertencimento é uma ilusão
meu corpo é somente uma prisão
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wind that hangs over me
heals the wounds that i've opened
wash my flesh and free me from here
take me away from the city that i grew up
belonging is just an illusion
my body is nothing but a prison
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