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borderline / dias perdidos

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borderline 05:52
meu quarto continua vazio mas as cortinas não deixaram de queimar noites em claro perguntando o que fiz pra isso acontecer eu só quero esquecer, mas não sei o que fazer quando o meu melhor não parece ser o suficiente e caio numa espiral de tentar provar meu valor mal sabia que não importa o quanto eu tente isso não é sobre mim. isso é sobre mim é a mesma história se repetindo num ciclo eterno tudo parece ser em vão nessa minha mente quebrada quando veem que não tem mais conserto, aceito ninguém nunca me aceitou por inteiro mas eu não queira dormir mais um dia sozinha pensando sobre tudo que não pude ser será que em outra vida vou nascer uma menina merecedora de um amor que não vai embora não quero mais me vestir de preto não confio mais nesses sonhos estranhos eu via nossa casa queimar todo dia por que ainda não consigo me mudar? mas eu não queira dormir mais um dia sozinha pensando sobre tudo que não pude ser será que em outra vida vou nascer uma menina merecedora de um amor que não vai embora? i found myself dependent on my daydreams thinking about how it could all be so different you're still gone, but still here somehow (at least someone cared to knock at my door this time) i can't live like this, i must bury myself in lies to try to survive, humans should be social i try to tell myself i know how to be alone but only i know how the truth hurts
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sempre que vejo a água inundar meus caminhos me fazem pensar em tudo o que não pude ter tudo o que eu queria ser minhas lágrimas já secaram, o meu suor nunca significou nada tudo continua o mesmo nada vai me fazer voltar atrás eu achava que seria mais do que isso mas me contento com os dias perdidos de quem não fui e nunca vou ser de todos os futuros do pretérito esse foi o pior eu já cansei de tirar minha camisa no quintal

about

hi people!! i posted those two songs before on different compilations but wanted to remaster them and finish them better to post as a single

check them out btw!!
gengarstomamconta.bandcamp.com/track/dias-perdidos
postcard-nowhere.bandcamp.com/track/borderline

it was great to collab w/ friens

it's so strange cause i was dealing with such hard stuff at the time but now that just seems like nothing.
i resignificated everyone of these lyrics. it should be something but now it's totally different.

i want to find peace, i want to find purpose, i need that
and i'm trying my best to do so

thank you for everyone of my friends who are being so supportive with me and helping me dealing with the recent traumatic experiences i had

i wont' die soon!!! i promise.. there's lot waiting for us and we deserve to experience it.

but i'm not gonna lie i'm not afraid to die either
death is a part of life
being born is as natural as dying
we have to ignore all that christian guilt many of us have
and just accept that we have our own eyes to create purpose

why be afraid at the emptiness at death!!!
you already experiened nothingness before i was born.
there's nothing to fear. life is precious cause it comes to an end. and we just become something else being a part of the circle of nature


i'm no longer afraid to die!!
i like to dream!!!
i love that my life is a dream!!! it's so blissfufl
i like to pretend that i'm in a sitcom with my friends making episodes and shit just like abed from community haha

i hope u all find purposes and meaning too
i love u all thank u so much for all the support

you literally enabled me to live through art. and i'm so thankful for that cause i don't believe i'd be able to live a regular life with a regular job
my life was so painful. i went through so many shit. things get better but everything falls apart. i really need to find purpose and making the last days i still have worth it

we deserve to be happy!! i deserve to seek blissfullness!!! it's not fair nor for me nor for anyone of you to die rn. i won't!! nd you should wait for your good days too, it's worth it. i promise. i know there are wonderful things waiting for me. and for us!. i want to dream!!! it's so blisfull!! and i want to dream with my friends and everyone who loves me

together, forever, we'll never be alone
we have our demons but we're a family
we're here for each other always always always
i love u all
please take care

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released August 24, 2022

bass on dias perdidos by joão martins @Iazylife420
www.instagram.com/joaomrnts/

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