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phosphenes
06:07
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phosphenes bright like the color of your eyes under iridescent lights
under my eyes i feel your shadow greeting the ghost of me
you were the daughter of the sun and i bathed in your reflection
i'll never forget how to look at the picture of our house
to see how we'll dance with the birds who scream under the same sky
we made our home
always and forever
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our shadows shine bright in the sky
dancing with hummingbirds and fireflies
screaming our songs and feeling the ether
reunite ourselves (eventually) to fall asleep together
my shadow greets yours in the nightfall
the memory of me feels blurred with yours
(the time will come, when
one day)
somehow i'll need a way to be able to mourn
over the death of my capability to live in reality
(when I fall asleep
I'll find you again
to dance in the sky
and sing forever
when I fall asleep)
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midnight prayers
05:56
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desperate to find meaning where there's none
covering my face to hide from those glowy eyes
staring at me like cameras from tv
my suffering isn't entertainment
i'm praying for a psychosis to let me hear your voice one more time
looking for a scenario that embraces me
i want to go away, seek peace above the clouds
i'm left only with my fragile counsciousness
dependent on daydreams to take me to a better place
and i don't know if i can count on them anymore
the more it hurts, the more it seems real
the more it seems i'll never be free
i can't believe anymore i'll just
wake up in a while and talk with you fondly
about a strange dream i had
that lasted an entire lifetime
but i'm not giving up yet
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these hands aren't mine
this isn't my life
there's no floor for me to step
phil was right. elliott and liz too
mehdi and solange spoke to me all the truth
i'm not awake, i'm not a part of this
someday i know we'll all float together
on the everlasting sea of nothingness
we're just objects from the sky
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as nuvens feitas de prata
desbotaram o céu pro sol nunca mais aparecer
a neblina encharca essa estrada pra embaçar minha visão
mas consigo te ver em todo lugar
nas luzes acesas do alto das montanhas
no canto dos pássaros que te acordava
às 5 da tarde pra dar a hora de ir pra aula
quando olho pra lua só lembro de você
sua memória parece muito mais vívida que o mundo real
sinto tanto sua falta
você sempre vai viver dentro de mim
vou refletir todo o amor que você me ensinou
eu te amo e sempre vou
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caminho das rosas
06:14
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não posso mais viver assim
sinto que vou morrer de novo
eu achava que isso iria me fazer sentir melhor
mas tudo continuou o mesmo
de um dia pro outro
mágoas subirão sobre linhas tortas
pra se esconder debaixo das estações
vão desbotar a cor da estrada pra casa
e acinzentar o rosa que pavimentou meu caminho
antes do céu se por no fim da noite
as vezes só queria que nada disso tivesse acontecido
que eu nunca tivesse posto meus pés pra fora da água
mas deixado o mar me engolir, lavando minha cova
pra me enterrar com todos os sonhos que já deixei morrer
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procurando por sinais na cidade que você cresceu
pra ver de novo o sol bater nos meus olhos fechados
é tão intuitivo olhar pro céu pra tentar achar significado
em eventos tão naturais quanto a própria vida
só me resta ver pedaços de você em todo espaço
que consigo tocar, ver, escutar, sentir, respirar
staring at the sun, my eyes are filled with tears
when i close them, i can see the reflection of stars
how could the same world filled with so much sorrow
be home to so much beauty, if you know where to look
i kept staring at the sun for so long my eyes got numb
tears covering my face, i couldn't look away
how could the same world filled with so much sorrow
be home to so much beauty, if you just know where to look
vejo o desejo de poder olhar nos seus olhos mais uma vez
mas lembro que posso te ver ao me olhar no espelho
na minha reflexão, somos filhas dos astros
e o mesmo sol ainda queima quando fecho meus olhos
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when did the city lights get so bright?
the night ether used to feel so warm
now i'm blinded by the weight of the sky
that keeps falling on my feet every dawn
please let me just fall asleep
i can't go on another night
and it's so hard to keep my mind clean
my thoughts crumble in pain
i can't stand being alone anymore
please let me fill my void
it gets bigger everyday
it may occupy all of me
so when tomorrow comes
look for me somewhere else
num lugar quente eu vou me enterrar
será que um dia isso vai passar?
o tempo corre e tudo so piora
não quero ter de viver assim pra sempre
não quero ter que viver por hoje
eu só queria me anestesiar
pra nunca mais sentir meu pescoço pressionar
meu corpo contra as memórias
de um futuro que nunca vou encontrar
i walk on the street and my feet are covered in blood
my legs are still shaking, their scars still burn
i won't make it there, but i never thought i'd live much time
it still hurts to see the tears falling on my corpse
maybe i'm still alive
i couldn't tell if so
my life is a lucid dream
that got too numb
i want to forget everything i became
and reborn in the body of a different girl
maybe i'll turn into everything i was promised to be
but reality knocks, i'll never be anyone else but me
this is just who i am
this is who i became
i can't live like this
i need to find my own home
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